Love is like a kite. The harder you try to pull it, the easier it will break. Why don't you just let it fly freely without any restrictions in the blue sky. Don't you all agree? It's better off to be able to see the person smiling happily. Isn't it?

Emptiness starts to fill my heart and everything above starts crumbling down. Let me bleed dry till nothing remains and probably I start learning. All i now know is i have a broken heart but the memories stay intact and constantly haunt me day and night, repeating the same scene over and over again. Feed me with doses of pills to make me forget you.

I should have really consider about all the factors before coming up with a solution. Probably I should have thought of a more mature solution which might result in a better ending. It was too selfish of me. My silly obsession. Why was I so muddle-headed. It seems like I am expecting something in return when I treat someone well. It was some silly theory encrypted at the back of my head.

I made a mistake, a rash decision I made. Hope I still have the time to correct everything. Everything will not return to normal, its obvious but i hope it will eventually. The best bet is still to give up and remain as friends isn't it? Its dumb for me to still cling on to the hope when its even zero. Probably loving you is the biggest mistake.

I learned something from it. To the people out there, if you know that there will not be a good ending, the best solution for you is not to even start it. There's a saying, "If there's no sparks, there will not be any fire". When more people gets involved, problems start coming naturally and things will be too difficult for you to handle. And when the problem surfaced, It's not that simple to just leave it hanging or just say it's okay, you don't need to like me. The problem will still be there.

No matter how much you try or do, if you don't reach her heart, it won't ever be worth-while.

Let this be a learning point for me. To not commit the same mistake again. Love is a sweet and funny thing. hahas. I am very sorry for the troubles I have caused you and I am truly sorry that it happened on you. I hope it has reached the final chapter.

Thanks kelvin and Jo for the ideas. =]
okay, end of post. =)