Monday, October 27, 2008
Hellos people ! Never post for quite a long time cox i don have pics. Lend my friend my cable so cannot upload. Promise to blog as soon as i get them. =) haha. Here's my emo post. I just try to write out the feeling. Give me your comments! =) I am not emo-ing. ^^ Have fun reading!
I have officially stop LOVING you at 10.37pm on 27/10/2008Inspired by kelvin. haha this is for fun. =PLove is like a kite. The harder you try to pull it, the easier it will break. Why don't you just let it fly freely without any restrictions in the blue sky. Don't you all agree? It's better off to be able to see the person smiling happily. Isn't it?
"I love you" Its not as simple as you think anymore
Emptiness starts to fill my heart and everything above starts crumbling down. Let me bleed dry till nothing remains and probably I start learning. All i now know is i have a broken heart but the memories stay intact and constantly haunt me day and night, repeating the same scene over and over again. Feed me with doses of pills to make me forget you.
I should have really consider about all the factors before coming up with a solution. Probably I should have thought of a more mature solution which might result in a better ending. It was too selfish of me. My silly obsession. Why was I so muddle-headed. It seems like I am expecting something in return when I treat someone well. It was some silly theory encrypted at the back of my head.
I made a mistake, a rash decision I made. Hope I still have the time to correct everything. Everything will not return to normal, its obvious but i hope it will eventually. The best bet is still to give up and remain as friends isn't it? Its dumb for me to still cling on to the hope when its even zero. Probably loving you is the biggest mistake.
I learned something from it. To the people out there, if you know that there will not be a good ending, the best solution for you is not to even start it. There's a saying, "If there's no sparks, there will not be any fire". When more people gets involved, problems start coming naturally and things will be too difficult for you to handle. And when the problem surfaced, It's not that simple to just leave it hanging or just say it's okay, you don't need to like me. The problem will still be there.
No matter how much you try or do, if you don't reach her heart, it won't ever be worth-while.
Let this be a learning point for me. To not commit the same mistake again. Love is a sweet and funny thing. hahas. I am very sorry for the troubles I have caused you and I am truly sorry that it happened on you. I hope it has reached the final chapter.
Thanks kelvin and Jo for the ideas. =]
okay, end of post. =)
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Monday, October 20, 2008
Sunday 19/10
I woke up in the morning to see a doctor.. He said this time it was quite bad. I am down with fever, cough, sore throat, phlegm, flu. I have to stop exercising for 1 week, in case i get a heart attack. Don't be disheartened people =)I am fine! I repeat, I am fine! hahas. ^^
Received an invitation from Qiao Lin to go Sentosa to celebrate her birthday and an outing ! The words are kind of blur though. Even with my fever and the weather is rainy, I still went ahead with it. Felt bad about not telling my parents know that I went there. If not, I would be dead.
Kelvin says, this shall be my first picture. Clifton's dad drove us to Vivo city.
We were supposed to have a picnic at the beach. When we reached, went to Giant to buy drinks and Breadtalk to buy bread. LOL obvious uh? x) ok, whatever! saw a lady that bought lots of detergent bottles. Probably stocking up for the economy crisis. LOL.
Eugene, Qx, Xuan yee waiting for their turn.
Marcus aka hamster.
Zhen Yi aka The Batman(strike out), Blackman
Whos the more HANDSOME volleyballer? ( Angela sure vote marcus, 100% )
Shh, another secret kays? xDDD
Look at Jian long's face. I can infer that he's doing his WAR CRY.
Seems like marcus got hit by the ball when jiang long hit it.
Guess they are laughing at what happened?? lol.
Handsome lucas and Regine, the flower pot. She just stands there.
After many defeats, they are coming up with a plan. Must strategies meh?? -.-
Close up view. Any idea what they are drawing?
They got bored and started playing this. I guess everyone should know? If not, you had a bad pri school life. Jeers at you! Boooooo ! 
Lucas having a hard time stretching yr leg? haha. Need more practice.
Finally, it's their turn again.
Their new formation. Hope it works after the long discussion.
Finally, they won ! ^^
They lose with honour. Giving their congratulations.
Last week only, Qx and me got affair. This week Clifton. Haix.. Angela ong how? hahas, jkjk =D
Look at the differences! Spot which is my camera(hp) and which is kelvin's camera(Digital). (Hint:The one clearer is Kelvin's ) ( Look at the hair ) haha, should be able to guess.. =DD
After washing up, went to Vivo City to have our dinner. We were unable to make any reservations at Cafe Cartel and Secret Recipe doesn't have enough space as we had a large group. Finally, we went to The MUSSEL Guy. ( not MUSCLE ) winks* ;
We were splitted into tables of 8,4,4,4
Coffee, Tea or me? haha, I choose tea. =)
Lobster soup. It's very salty. Maybe the lobsters are very stress nowadays of pollucted waters.(geography)
Chicken and Ham baked rice. Although it doesn't seem to be there. They are invisible to the naked eyes. x) 
Cute pose uh?? Latest pose for couples. Couples out there can learn. =) 
Act shy? LoL.. 
Clifton and Lucas.
Teng Sian, our number 1 pai seh(shy) boy.
Clifton and Regine
Realised sometihng in common?? Hahas, if you don't look back again. It's the trend of twisting again !!!!!!!!! hahas, probably i shall try one photo with a twist too.. hahas xPP Wait for my next post !
Group photos. Featuring the boys first followed by the girls. 
Jiang long is missing, he went home earlier. 
Finally a proper photo. Doesn't this looks nicer? haha =D
Me and eugene. Red matches. =)) 
Not forgetting my own picture. HAHAHAHA.. Zi lian :P
In the bus home.. After awhile, alot of people fell asleep. It's been a long and tiring but FUUUUUUUN day. 
End of post ! =D
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hellos ! I am back.
Saturday 18/10
After tuition, went home and changed before going out to play bball with robin and group at sunplaza park. ( Robin is the important person ) Was supposed to celebrate his birthday but we decided to change it to next week as the next week is the ACTUAL date. Actually i also don't why they want celebrate one week earlier? Never mind, one word to describe Mr Koh, Robin. He's GOOOOOOD !! ( Good is a general term for all positive qualities. Miss Wani, my english teacher ) haha, simple words are useful too ! Don't need to be specific. After playing, went to have dinner at a coffee shop near Wee Yong's house. After that, all went home-ed. Later on, i went to meet up with randy to have teh-tarik at Mr. Prata( He's not a guy ). Like uncle like that right? -.- I should be like that probably 15 yrs down the road. but NOW?!?! Nvm, I admit, I am old... ( not referring to my height x] ) after that, accompany yi ru and randy eat prata and then send her home.( actually is I hungry. xP ) That night was crazy, i keep going to the toilet like for more than 10 times. So, after send her home, i go to the prata shop toilet again but this time, must accompany zoey eat prata. So unlucky cans?! If she came earlier den no need to wait so loooonngg... Zoey keep laughing de cans? To put it nicely, she's like a laughing machine, can laughh and laugh until someone complained. Pro rite? lols. And she eat prata is super long de loooorr.. To her suitors, next time bring her out go eat can liao le.. She can eat like more than 1 hr de cause she will keep laughing. After that, randy and I send her home and i went home-ed and sleep. It's fun anyways ! But don't call me out to eat supper =XX joking only! =)
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Friday, October 17, 2008
haha, using chinese to type again. This will be the last time i guess? =) lalala~《我终于明白了》每当我只能眼睁睁的看着你受到委屈，什么也不能做，什么也不能说。心里真的好疼好痛！
那个无能为力的我，不能够保护你，只让我跟讨厌自己。
为什么我真么做还是不能够让你心动？要多大的雨才能够得到你的体贴。
在多的努力，结果好像还是永远不会变。
就算我会再次的心碎，我也心甘情愿。
希望你能过得跟好吧！..................................................................................................................我爱你。
hmm, this few days extremely tired.. Days of feeling overwhelmed by almost everything. I just find it too difficult for me to play as hard as how i work hard. My body and mind just doesn't seem to be able to take it anymore. My body is going to shut down soon. I need a REAL holiday!
Good luck to me not falling ill. hahas Prays hard!
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
*回到过去*
在我不知不觉中，
我发现我已经慢慢的爱上你。
但是,
我们的距离却也越来越远,
我以不是你微笑的原因，
也不是从前的那个重要人。
那幅我们快乐的影子在我脑海里也已经慢慢的模糊了。
如果能早一点发现我其实是爱你的，
也许今日的结局会是不一样。
其实,
我早就知道我们
是不可能有结果的。
但是不知为什么,
我还是想抱着那 0.001% 的希望。
我想,目前为止，
我也只能默默的支持你，守护你和爱你。
祝你永远快乐。
这也好像是最好的办法吧！
就让我把这一局面永远的消失，
希望一切能够回到原点，
到有我们快乐的时候。
或许，我不想再次的受伤吧？
也不敢真真的再去爱一个人吧？
就当作我想放过自己，
好好的过接下来的日子，
让我再次的快乐吧！
Natalie, best friend : I find no rejection in silence. =)
This is how i feel, just read, don't ask me about it. Kinda emo but then, here it is. Took alot of courage to write. hahas LOL. =DDDD
I am gonna move on! =D
Gerald stepped on your garbage at
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
The new male lead singer in town! Hello, I am Gerald! I am going to share with you a featured song from my new album. Hope you guys enjoy it! Thank you for your support! Lalalala~
Thank you for taking your time! xP (like every singer always like that say)
haha, sorry this few days never post. But back in action again ! hahas. =D
Monday 13/10
Went to the ktv at katong with kelvin, angela, pei ning, regine and lucas. The big blue and yellow building. haha, forgot the name =) Let the pictures do some talking bah. haha
The girls singing.
Pei ning must have secret training. She sing very well. Applause!! =DD
We were lieing down, resting after singing for soo long. Look at me! So comfortable on kelvin's shoulders. Lucas not enjoying it though cox i have no meat =XXXXX
I am back in action =)
The results of using my hp.. No flashlight.
Me again with kelvin. lols. =P don't get bored.
A MUST to bring to ktv. All the songs also can sing one ! Shall name him, the king of Kbox.
Lucas turn. ^^ he solo some songs. Very nice too. I am the worse i guess. 
Look at me! about same height as them. lol do i look fatter this days? x)
Angela, regine, pei ning =DD
Went to meet up with clifton, eugene, jo, Qiao lin, Joseph and joyce at v8 to settle dinner. The usual place we go. Loyal supporter. The bill will always pay the correct amount. =) And angela was like trying to flirt with the guy at the cashier but did not managed to get the photo. hahas
(Shh, This is a secret between you and me ;P)
After that, we went to play pool at tampines safra again! hahas, seems like we are addicted. Later, all went home and clifton and me bought prata and ate it under Jo blk as we had to sent her home. =)
Slacked till 3am and I learned that clifton sucked at number codes. xPP our lil' secret
Tuesday 14/10
Today went to queensway shopping center with Marcus, Xuan Yee and Zhi hao to buy basketball shoes and clothes. =) We walked 3 bus stops from redhill mrt station ( all we could see was the pink station and mini hills of green grass) before taking a bus to queensway. Just because we missed a bus and wanted to see the areas. All we could see was buildings that sell cars. Both Xuan yee and zhi hao mum says must go there and bargain. The first shop we entered made us stood rooted to the ground. The shop keeper straight away tell us in a very fierce tone, "I give you discount, don't go other place buy!" We looked around and then leave quickly and never went back cause very scary. LOL ~! Went home after getting our items, and reached home about 10pm plus.
One very amazing fact for you all to know!! I spent roughly $$300 this 6 days holidays! OMG, what about the 2 month holidays ahead..
Specially featured peeps
Kaili, fierce senior ^^
Jo, walk home partner ^^
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